Thursday, April 12, 2007

the SIMPLE or COMPLICATED life

the past few days have been, not good, i would say....ended since last week, and starting this week was bad astro signal. when that was done, i had a very bad dream of sth very important to me. and now, today, i just found that i have 4 tests coming up in the next two weeks. well, two cbe exams on the 25 and 26th april was my choice. but next wed and following monday, am having two mock exams. well, guess that kinda fills up my april month. not to mention, chang mei and i are praying real hard for a good news-letter in our letter box. and may??? well, its gonna be a hell of a month i predict, either good or bad, that, will be on a later post.

right now, remember i said how bored i was, and how i tot life was so meaningless and me being useless at this period of time?? and i am not the only one??? well, now with stuff to do, am not that bored, altho it has sth to do with studying. point to make, countless ppl, frens who are in uni now, are telling us, RELAX, and ENJOY, yes, we (cm and i) did eventually resolve to that. but we had one conversation lately. true enough, why bother and worry bout the free time we have? we should enjoy our lives now. but we also agreed that try living, staying at home now, for months doing nothing, i mean not studying, with your parents, mite not be the best case scenario. i mean ok, enjoy life, eat sleep tv fun, relaxation, but with parents who keeps on saying why didn you go study elsewhere, why wait, why stay at home, this and that, kinda makes the simple relaxed life kinda stressful and a complicated one. they see you, everyday, not doing anything productive, lazying around, which just ends the day with a nagging or maybe more than that. sometimes, world war three can happened too. they are annoyed seeing us at home and we are annoyed at them for nagging us. but i guess theres no one to blame, they are our parents, who has the rite to nag their children. they are concern about us. we as children on the other hand are just tyring to enjoy the simple life, having popcorn at the couch, basically just enjoying the home sweet home feeling which we may not know when is the next round. so ppl, whoever says enjoy this simple life of ours, take a moment and think of the 'home' scenario. it mite not be a simple life afterall, but ends up complicated when world war three strikes at home

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