Saturday, March 31, 2007

DiNNer

last nite, bernie, calvin, chang mei and i went out to have dinner. so bernie suggested wishing well, but as chang mei told us wat type of food they served, we ditched the place and just went across to see the philipino food.....too many words displayed and so we left the place and decided to settle for mr ho. we all hop into calvins car, realising later that it wasnt open. wat a luck we all had last nite. lazy to think where to next, we finally went to the nearby shop where bernie too wanted to check the new place out....JAVA Juice.....was it??? ohh goodness, i cant remember the name of the place.

but i am sure it sounds sth like that. they serve western. i had backed cheese rice, chang mei java speg, bernie chix sandwich plus chilli hot dog shared with calvin who had fish and chips. all had fruit juice and we said the juice was def worth it 3.80 freshly natural fruit juice. and guess who we met there....dexter bong and terry hughes!! been a while since we meet. after the dinner and chat, tradition for bernie to go elsewhere for dessert....where??? firstly, we went back to padungan so chang mei and i used changs car and finally decided to go scoops.

am sure you all cant believe it, but both me and chang have never been to SCOOPS...yup, pathetic isnt it? living in kuching for so long but never been there. haha. ordered two triple scoops, one was green tea, raspberry yoghurt and oreo combination and the other, crazy boys ordered, mocha, roche and cappucino which we could not finished it since it was so coffeish....

and the funny thing about last nite, is how we decided to leave scoops. it was about 11pm when we left the place. could have stayed a lil longer but heres the interesting part....both of our cars were parked at the inappropriate place, ahem, you know, the all famous yellow line. then dunno who say, should be no police rite??? then i saw outside like a police;s car. and man, we flew away from that place. turns out to be the custom people. lotsa them....probably having some operation on drugs and alcohol at nearby pubs and cafes. thats it for the nite. apparently, bernie just felt like going out last nite. too bad ivan din manage to make it. but like we all always say, there's always a next time

i know i was to post some other stuff up, but nows not the time. not to mention, am leaving tomorrow, and i haven packed, note that i can hear my mum screaming already since my flight is early tomorrow morning. so this is it for now. am sure gonna miss my tv.....yes, crappy astro decided to change af concert to sunday.....i cant watch. and also tomorrow nite, at star world, theres the interview of barbara walters with the 10 most fascinating people of 2006 and one of them is patrick dempsey which i def wanna watch. gonna hunt for the replay dates and times now. see you soon on tues/wed!! meanwhile, enjoy the weekends ppl!!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Yesterday....Today

oh goodness, now i feel so geram cos i actually wrote my post already and i accidentally pressed shift which deleted everything. oh well..

talk about YESTERDAY.......all my troubles seem so far away....

i cant.....i cant remember the last time we kissed...NOT, thats greys anatomy version when meredith told derek after the bomb incident!!!

my version, i cant remember the last time i was so excited.....yesterday, i just felt so excited, perhaps its the plan of the day=meeting up with old fren, watch movie and chat plus not going out for so long....i mean hanging out!!!

yup, thats wat happened yesterday. i could not resist myself for waiting for someone to watch with me mr bean. and so i asked chang mei out. at 12pm, we went out bought tix, had lunch nearby, 2pm watch mr bean and 3.30pm we went bings and chat. i tell you, 3 months not meeting up, we sure have lotsa things to talk bout. we chat in total for 4 hours.

we talked bout everything, the past, the present and the future. and i guess i know now i am not alone, the one thinking life is meaningless now for me and me being so useless, so free, doing nothing. cos she tot of the same thing too. that was us when we chat during lunch. but after the movies at bings, we concluded that we should actually appreciate this moment of ours cos am sure its gonna be hard to ever get a chance to relax and being lazy around home without having to worry bout studies and life. it can be boring, really boring, go out also so sien, not much place to hang out or do, only stay at home, eating, sleeping, watching tv and just have lotsa free time; but we say again, we gotta really enjoy this moment.

mr bean.....well, it was ok thats my comment. considering its been 10 years since we hear anything from him, i suggest everyone to watch. too bad beans signature teddy bear din appear in the movie. it was one and half hours long, filled with none other than comedy. they cant make it any longer or it will be boring. one part that i really think it was cool was towards the end, during the cannes film festival, bean took over the video and it actually matches wat carson clays words. overall, its just another comedy film by bean!!!

oh ya almost forgot, yesterday was fun and i actually almost cancelled the plans cos i woke up ay 8am with a bad bad terrible stomachache. until after that , my whole lower part of the body felt soooo sore and it hurts soo badly, feels like chopping it off!!! but thanks goodness after a short nap, i was fine and the plan was on.


that was yesterday......and TODAY

i had morning class of paper 4 cost accounting. its with the jan intake students. actually, me and steve wont be meeting up in april considering he will be doing paper 2 and be finishing paper 4. may we will meet up again. so today, the class was different....in the sense, it was SOOOO NOISY. probably they were too excited as they just had their paper 1 cbe exam. the class was extremely noisy and my fren, liza and i got pretty annoyed. i salute my lecturer for being so patient. seriously, if i have children behaving like this at home, so loud, act like hooligan especially girls, oh goodness, malu to jumpa orang. it was really noisy. never have i ever been in this type of class. really.....like got bee buzzing LOUDLY at ear.

preety annoyed...thats it. but am fine now. its just another class. and considering we will only meet very few times, of course i am gonna forget bout it in an hour when i watch my movies.
and its hot!!! weather is crazy....effects of glbal warming.....drastic weather...here sooo hot though its raining, elsewhere, earthquake, extreme winter season.....PRESERVE the ENVIRONMENT people!!!

Ignorance???

IGNORANCE.....i just dunno how some people can just treat like nothing has happened??? i mean do they even know they did sth wrong or maybe just started a chaos!!! oh goodness....so tebal muka.....dah la kena tolong, tak contact pun selepas kejadian.

sorry for my neg. emotions and complains....but i just wonder, why some ppl can just be like that. ignorant, tebal muka. not knowing their real situation or, wait, they do know, but yet still causing more problems and expect help from you. help has been given and i remind myself no more helping next time.....well, not!! easier said than done. we always say we are not gonna help anymore for their own good but seems like, we just cant help ourselves from helping others... and now, we are the ones suffering.

so here's the thought of the day....i just dunno how ppl can be so IGNORANT...like MEMANG patut we kena tolong them. besides, also, help after help after help, dun they ever know that we too at times need help from others, likeTIDAK TAHU DIRI! this is wat i felt today till it has gone over the top of my other intended posts......gtg dinner!! and i wanna watch mr bean!!!

Monday, March 26, 2007

ALONE facing CHANGES

ALONE, rite now, me, at home, since fri. my parents went back to indo for a couple of days....almost a week actually, leaving me here to jaga the house and of course, my dad's fish. besides, i still have classes going on so yea, explains why my mum insisted on me staying back.

so how do i get to class.....thanks to STEVE...yes, yes, yes, thanks to him for giving me a ride to class. i guess i have mentioned it yet, steve tang wai, felllow ex-classmate in lodge and now my calssmate in accounts class. boy, was i shocked to see him coming in during the first class in beginning the of may. and tomorrow, will be out class together...well, for the time being. in may we will be meeting up again. cant believe it, 9 years of eing classmates from pri 1 to form 3 and schoolmates two years later, friends for one year and classmates AGAIN!! wat a coincidence!!! well, very glad to have him as a classmate of course.

CHANGES, boy was i shocked to hear wats going on with my frens, sorry people for not being there for you when you were all experiencing changes in your life. fellow ex-g15 in imu, huey ying and xin yi, hang in there ok. my sweet sue ann, move on and focus ok??? i guess, time changes ppl. like EVOLUTION is sth that we cannot escape. it changes others, and us. and we learn from it to live our tomorrow better. now i am certain that i din make the wrong choice of words for this blog add. and i hope, all my upcoming posts can not only cheer ppl up but also provide some stuff to think in life.

i tot myself a couple of days/weeks ago that my life now, at this point of time is rather meaningless. why? ppl are already in uni, well, my fellow batch of frens i mean, everyone starting to persue their dreams and me, still waiting for an answer. for those who dun know, am still in kuching, waiting for my sing offer, and dear god, i just jope i get accepted. so yea, at one point of time, i tot my lfie has no aim cos i have so much free time though i am studying accounts but still, lotsa free time. many would dream to be in my position, eat sleep relaxwatch tv, but trust me, not for me. rather be doing sth useful. so now, i have dismissed my thinking of meaningless life and CHANGING it by finding sth useful to do to fill my time. eventually, the answer i am waiting for will come. and here's where i will spend my time, posting on stuff i think about.

its noon, got afternoon class later....and so, i gotta prepare lunch for myself. so it ends here for now. to conclude, ALONE facing CHANCES, tats wat most ppl are facing. we experience changes by ourselves, making discoveries every minute we live our lives. but remember the changes that are happening in life, has its purpose.....it sure will bring you good later in life as the changes may not be a bad thing. you may think you were alone when facing all the differences and discoveries but keep in mind that there are others who are also facing their own changes and discoveries.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

2day!!

its been almost 3 months since i blogged. and here i am now in my living room, posting my first post on my new blog to mark a new beginning.

2007 evolution = everyday something is evolving, or should i say, all things are evolving everyday no matter we realise it or not, no matter we want it or not; animals, plants, dnas and including us, evolving = changing; physically, mentally, emotionally, for the better or for the worse, up to you to decide. we cant stop evolution from happening so life is actually about evolution and its just that way. but one thing that is certain, we have to adapt ourselves with the evolution process that is happening around us, like i said, we cant stop evolution but we can cope with it so JUST BREATHE, thats all

2006 has been....well, lotsa ups and downs, lets just not mentioned it anymore. i dun actually quite know what to write now cos i now i shouldnt be on the net since i have a mock exam coming up. but since its been a while since i ever blog, i just thought of starting a new fresh blog today considering i am in the mood.

i will just keep this first post short and hopefully after my exams, when i am home alone, nothing to do, i will have the time to add some more. i guess this nearly 3 months break, i have quite a no. of things to say, where and wat have i been up too for the past almost 3 months. holidays.....troubles.....studies.....friends.....entertainment, yes, for those who knows me well, i sure have lots to say about the last one. so those who dun like the entertainment, change your url now, cos i dun wan you to get bored of My entertainment, dun say i never mentioned it. =>